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Post by Eli Brayley on Jul 8, 2008 16:33:07 GMT -7
Dear friends,
Please pray for me. I'm experiencing increased spiritual warfare as time goes on, and it seems like the more God reveals truth to me, the worse the struggle gets. The Mormon situation here is desperate; and I am fully aware that Satan would hate to have us preach the gospel here. This is the real deal: there are real forces at work in this place; the powers have had unprecedented sway. I just feel like my faith is being sifted daily with irrational doubts: "How do you know you're suppose to be here?", "Salvation is not by faith alone, you have to work... you have to keep the law", as well my vision of the glory of God is very dim. Sometimes I literally feel like I'm in a stasis. I know these are lies, but nonetheless they keep coming. Such is the nature of spiritual warfare, and this is the victory that overcomes the world: even our faith.
Jesus prayed for Peter; could you please pray for me, dear saints? As the fall draws closer the need for your prayers will grow deeper and deeper.
Thank you. In His grace, -Eli
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Post by 4him on Jul 8, 2008 17:50:12 GMT -7
Hi Eli,
I'll pray for you, brother. It sounds like you are truly in the midst of a spiritual battle ! Have you ever read any of the 'Christian in Complete Armour' books, by William Gurnall ? They deliniate so well the nature of our battle as Christians. When Satan is fighting hard we know that inroads are being made into his territory. Funny, I was finding that last night I was experiencing some spiritual battles as well. I had been feeling discouraged about my daughter, thinking that my wife and I are seeing no progress in her life, despite many prayers and admonishments. Last night, I had laid out my heart to my daughter, and shared my concerns about some of her patterns of behaviour. I came away feeling only that I had made a fool out of myself and had accomplished nothing. This morning though, there was a renewed freedom in prayer, as I prayed together with my wife about a number of things. Then, later this morning, my daughter asked if we could go out for a donut and we've had one of the best days together that we've had for a while.
Please be encouraged, dear brother. The Lord is with you and you are doing his will :-)
Ephesians 6 :12 "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Romans 16:20 "And the God of peace shall bruise Satan under your feet shortly. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Amen."
In Jesus, John
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Post by runner4jesus on Jul 9, 2008 10:42:54 GMT -7
We'll pray for you Eli. Be encouraged, you must be on the right track or the battle against darkness wouldn't be so great. You must be on target. Keep in there.
Romans 8:31 What shall we then say to these things? IF GOD BE FOR US, WHO CAN BE AGAINST US?
v.32 He that spared not his own Son; but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him ALSO FREELY GIVE US ALL THINGS?
v.37 Nay, in all these things we are more than CONQUERORS through him that loved us.
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Post by awakenwithin on Jul 11, 2008 23:47:51 GMT -7
I feel I am beeing tested often and the struggle with the lies. We must preach to ourselves and not listen, it is hard, but not impossiable with Christ. preach promises over and over. you know you have been called to preach. Gods word in power to the lies, may God help you know what verse to war against the lies with.
I praise God, he is doing a great work in you. What beauty awaits those who suffer. May God take hold of your thoughts and give you hope. don't listen to yourseld speak trith quickly.
I am praying for you, God grace carry us through. Know that in this, it is good. Praise his holy name. He brought you and bought you with blood of Christ, you are saved, you are a child of God. YOu are a child of God. YOu are saved. Now go to God prayer bring the promises he has for you. rejoice he in with you and faithful and kind. It is Good. Praise His holy name.
blessing charlene
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Post by Miles Lewis on Jul 13, 2008 18:32:05 GMT -7
I feel like I have the same need. I feel like I have been under more attack than ever in my life. The past year since I came off the road has been an amazing struggle. Please pray for me too.
Blessings,
Miles
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Post by awakenwithin on Jul 13, 2008 22:22:59 GMT -7
I will pray for you brother, I have to agree this year as been a hue struggle for me too. don't give up keep looking to the cross, Brother how are you doing? In Christ charlene
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Post by Eli Brayley on Jul 14, 2008 13:09:36 GMT -7
Miles, that is so interesting... we have to talk.
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Post by awakenwithin on Jul 23, 2008 22:53:14 GMT -7
Miles and Eli, How are you both doing? I am praying for you? Has things gotten better, how can we be praying for you? Thanks charlene
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Post by Eli Brayley on Jul 25, 2008 5:41:08 GMT -7
Thank you for praying for us Charlene. It has been a good thing for me to be back in New Brunswick and take a break from a lot of the issues I think about in Logan. There were many times in Logan where I could literally feel physical pressure in my head and my stomach from all the turmoil... very uncomfortable. It seemed like every time I wanted to rest the adversary would cause some disturbance to not let me rest. Yesterday I visited with a pastor here in Fredericton and he had some encouraging and practical words for me which I have taken to heart. The battle is not with flesh and blood and it is so fierce! But if God be for us, who can be against us? and in this I take great hope.
Please pray for peace and rest in God. For a clear mind to apprehend God's promises and Word. To enjoy the simplicity and stillness of His presence. For clear vision to see Jesus through all lies and obscurities. This is my prayer for everyone of us. How Satan wants to destroy our peace and rest.
Thank you Charlene, -Eli
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Post by awakenwithin on Jul 25, 2008 23:11:29 GMT -7
that is wonderful you have had rest. May God get all the glory. in Christ charlene
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Post by Miles Lewis on Aug 7, 2008 20:43:08 GMT -7
I am also doing well. I feel I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I have been considering seriously whether or not to go back into full time ministry. I have been working full time as a cabinet maker the past year but I feel I need to go back on the road. Not sure exactly what the will look like yet but I think I will be making the decision within the next couple weeks. I have also been considering going to trade school to get into HVAC/R (Heating Ventilation Air Conditioning/Refrigeration) But I could always do that next year if that is where the Lord has me. Seeking first the Kingdom of God and his righteousness is the verse that just keeps coming back to me.
Blessings,
Miles
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Post by runner4jesus on Aug 8, 2008 11:47:33 GMT -7
Sounds like the Lord is giving you good direction. Paul was a tent maker while preaching the gospel. He's show you and we will agree he will. Bless you brother as you do what he directs. Love in Jesus, Margie
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Post by awakenwithin on Aug 8, 2008 21:28:44 GMT -7
I am praying... charlene he gives wisdom to those who ask...
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Post by Miles Lewis on Aug 13, 2008 19:18:40 GMT -7
Just to let everyone know, I am going back on the road into full time ministry. I will be driving out of Syracuse, NY August 30 Lord willing and heading to Colorado as my first stop. After that, Utah to visit Eli and do ministry along side him. I need to be back in Syracuse by October 14 for a court appearing. After that I will know better where I will be then.
Blessings,
Miles
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