peace and rest

[awakenwithin]

I feel I am in this battle mind of thoughts I keep falling over and over, I need grace to not give up. The lies say give up Charlene, or just don't care, be at ease with sin. Its hard, so just stop. This with my health what I eat to fellowship with those at Church, that isn't easy. And I have, become cold hard and sorrowfull, knowing what I am missing, yet becomeing at ease without it. Or feeling I would rather be with Christ, not being thankfull for where he has and what he will allow me to go through. Although I know trails are Good and he is Too. I know the place I must run is the Cross, to find my joy. I know I need the word preached to me, and I need to prached to myself. Why then do I still struggle, I am shame to know truth and yet not apply it. there is one thing I am hopefull in, that I may fall and walk away and disobey but my God still comes after me. again and again he is found faithful and true and kind and full of mercy.
I know I am at war, I am not To listen to the lies. I need God that I would go after him and not my way. PLease pray for me, it seems hard right now. I just want to run the right way. please pray I again will have grace to pray and have joy in my Lord enjoy my great Lord, and these thoughts will be put to death by the word of God. So please pray verse will come to mind, that I can appy.

Thank you
charlene

[Eli Brayley]

3"Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort;

4Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God.

5For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ.

6And whether we be afflicted, it is for your consolation and salvation, which is effectual in the enduring of the same sufferings which we also suffer: or whether we be comforted, it is for your consolation and salvation.

7And our hope of you is stedfast, knowing, that as ye are partakers of the sufferings, so shall ye be also of the consolation.

8For we would not, brethren, have you ignorant of our trouble which came to us in Asia, that we were pressed out of measure, above strength, insomuch that we despaired even of life:

9But we had the sentence of death in ourselves, that we should not trust in ourselves, but in God which raiseth the dead:

10Who delivered us from so great a death, and doth deliver: in whom we trust that he will yet deliver us." (2 Corinthians 1:3-10)

Keep trusting in God, dear sister, and not in yourself. Apart from Him we can do nothing. What can separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus? Rejoice in the fact that He that began a good work in you will carry it on to completion, for faithful is He that has called you, and He also will do it. (1 Thessalonians 5:24)

Together in His grace,
-Eli

[awakenwithin]

thank you brother.
I need Gods grace,
Thanks the veres
Indeed Gods will bw done
charlene

[awakenwithin]

God has been giving more peace, But I am still feel wipped out health wise.
I am starting to get pain again. It starting to be really hard, but God is good. I am still able to do what I need to do, it just makes my day really hard. I just want to home and rest, But I have a really busy weekend. God willing please pray My hope and faith is in God, to give me wisdom with my health.

Thank you so much for prayer

Thanks
charlene